okay, this may come a little late but i just needed a whole week to realize that i really was at a MUSE CONCERT!!!!
AAAAAAAAAARGH!!!
I WANT TO GO BACK!!
WHY WAS IT SO SHORT?!
WHY DID YOU NOT PLAY "I belong to you"?!
WHY, WHY, WHYYYYY??? (<- exogenesis part 1 )

but anyways, it was AMAZING! greatest band ever, at least at the moment... xD
the stage show was striking, the live-performance was unearthly!

matthew bellamy, they say he's less than a god... but more than a man
and we (~PitchblackJoker and i) stood in the third row on the left side... that's where matt stayed and played the whole time! OMG i still can't believe that we've been so close to matthew bellamy, OMG OMG OMG, i'm like a little fan-girl right now... and that's actually pretty awkward xD

but i just needed an outlet x)
so i guess i'll let you be and stop fan-girling around...


MUSE - The Resistance Tour - Cologne, Lanxess Arena - 16.11.2009 - [link]

muse - ashamed [link]

i know there's something
that you're dying to tell me
i hope it's not about it in case you love me

make sure no one finds out
tell me all about it
don't keep it to yourself
because i can't bear the thought
i never needed your cry
i know you love me
it doesn't matter because i'm in control

i know that you're ashamed
so emotional it kills you
don't you know that you're ashamed?
so emotional it kills you

there's always something that makes you guilty
there's still something that you're dying to tell me

make sure no one finds out
tell me all about it
don't keep it to yourself
because i can't bear the thought
i never needed your cry
i know you love me
it doesn't matter because i'm in control

i know that you're ashamed
so emotional it kills you
don't you know that you're ashamed?
so emotional it kills you

[link]


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... :'(

guess i will have to listen to good music then...



muse - map of the problematique [link]

fear and panic in the air
i want to be free
from desolation and despair
and i feel like everything i saw
is being swept away
when i refuse to let you go

i can't get it right
get it right
since i met you

loneliness be over
when will this loneliness be over...

life will flash before my eyes
so scattered and lost
i want to touch the other side
and no one thinks they are to blame
why can't we see
that when we bleed we bleed the same

i can't get it right
get it right

since i met you...

loneliness be over
when will this loneliness be over...
loneliness be over
when will this loneliness be over...

>>> [link] <<<

throw it all away
let's lose ourselves
'cause there's no one left for us to blame
it's a shame we're all dying
and do you think you deserve your freedom

how could you send us so far away from home
when you know damn well that this is wrong
i would still lay down my life for you
and do you think you deserve your freedom

no i don't think you do
there's no justice in the world
there's no justice in the world
and there never was

>>> [link] <<<



i just love how the lyrics and the music dont seem to fit...





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